**Going off topic, will be going a bit personal and not talking much insurance**
So it has been the worst four week stretch in my life. Started with the sudden death of my older brother followed by four weeks of floundering about. I am finding that the floundering about, trying to get back to full speed part to be especially annoying and difficult. Normally there is an article, book or mindset I can apply but none of what I know seems to be working. Either way, you must keep moving forward.